>>529802>>530432Employment is a big part of modern life. We spend more time at work then at home most of the time. In order for you to be happy you'll need to find a job where you feel wanted and validated. This can be hard but you have to accept jumping around from job to job for a while until you find something that fits. Things like this are ultimately up to you. You're the only person who can go out and find you another job that works for you. Nobody is going to hand it down to you. Take the first step and casually start applying for jobs that seem interesting to you and always remember money won't supplement happiness so be sure to find a job that can support you and make you happy.
>failing collegeMost people fail their first year. It's a lot to take on but you shouldn't worry so much. If you're working hard and giving it your all then you should be fine if you get C's or B's. If you're not then you should devote more time towards school. Take it more seriously and don't be afraid to ask someone for help. Understanding how college life works is hard when you first get into it and it doesn't get any easier. You either learn to swim in rushing waters or you get swept up. This is another thing that is in your hands and if you're failing you have nobody to blame but yourself for not taking it seriously enough. You might also be in the wrong program or studying the wrong major. Remember to keep this in mind too.
>can't even play a fucking video game without fucking it upThis is definitely all you as "fucking it up" in a game that's for fun is impossible. You should be using vidya for entertainment not self worth. Less than 5% of our population globally is professional gamers that need to take it seriously and can fuck it up. The rest of us are playing for fun and can't fuck up. If you feel like you're fucking up you're putting too much pressure on yourself to succeed which is unhealthy. You've mixed entertainment with validation.
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