>>8711303I was raised Catholic and started being agnostic some time in high school. My parents are crazy, and I'd rather leave the Semitic bullshit behind, but I'm still thinking about trying to become Christian again.
I'm a senior in college, and tried really hard to get into it after meeting a Catholic girl I was really into. Things ended between us, but I still went hard with practicing Lent and going to church every Sunday last semester. I even talked to one of the priests one-on-one every now and then.
But I just have such a hard time believing any of it. All this turn the other cheek, love your neighbor, everyone is equal stuff never goes away, no matter how much pilpul you hear from Christians on here. That's in addition to obvious inconsistencies like saying it's a monotheistic religion but having the saints, or how thinking about sex earns you a one-way ticket to Hell, but every priest at a funeral says the person is in Heaven.
Sorry for the blogpost, but basically the reason why I still want to try and embrace Christianity is because I don't know how else I'm going to find a decent girl. The only problem is that most church girls are either autistic, kind of dumb or closet whores.
