>>9144895Can you recognize the voices? What is the message behind their words? I know you shouldn't interact with them per say but it might help if you understand their precise sources. Child abuse may be the key but rarely spiritual matter are this simple. Don't hold back. The Lord wants to help you.
>>9144896I see that my words fell on deaf ears. You keep repeating mistakes that brought you to the place where you are now. Pain is the part of human life. Thus numbing the pain is acting against the Lord himself. He gave us free will to make use of the tools he created for us. Don't waste it because without pain you can never change.
