>>21905650I'm figuring things out too.
It seems sometimes people do these things and no one is one drugs or abusive and they are all super into it and enjoy it and don't feel traumatized.
But I would never do such things and have had the opportunity and illusion of extreme pleasure in awakened life and in dreams and it seemed to me that extreme pleasure is evil.
Once Jennifer Psaki and her friends drugged me with LSD without my knowledge and primed my consciousness for extreme pleasure and had pic related near me
I thought of Froyja all the time and refused.
Then I had in dreams too and turned it down(extreme pleasure)
Once while under psychosis after drinking 2 monsters and watching a porn and I turned it down because extreme pleasure seemed evil and also because I want to be perfect for Froyja.
Watch this
https://youtu.be/hxJs_94TgYENotice god said and asked"one hit and then you were gone?(Soul)"
