>>8761039try to move out, if you're close enough with some of your friends, try explaining that you're in an unstable situation and really need to get out.
and if you have any income or enough money, you should try to begin a transition; if you have gender dysphoria bad enough that you want to kill yourself, you won't get over it, it's not something you can "learn to live with" as I've had others say to me. just be sure you really do have gender dysphoria if you go trans.
either try get some prescribed or try self med if it doesn't work. if youre really dysphoric, it'll help you even in the beginning months way before you begin to pass, the changes to your body can improve your self image and general mood somewhat.
but it's a really difficult situation to be in, & your dad might kick you out if he found out you were taking pills. that's why you should try somehow to find another place to live. stealth-med is really difficult if your parents don't respect your privacy.
good luck anon. please stay strong.
ik people on this thread are just gonna spam me and you to kys so if you wanna talk more I'll add you on discord. i used to be in a situation similar to yours.
