>>18774306All suffer 100% of the time, comes from sin.
Find where do you sin? What you do against natural order of nature?
Technically you can piss against the wind I just not recommend it.
If you can't tel clearly what you need, people can't give it to you.
Do not judge. If you judge other people, you get angry, if you judge yourself you get depressed.
Re connect with life, realize what it is that you actually need (not want ) and seek it, ask for help to get it.
