>>16480962>you know how women are their opinions can kinda turn on a dime given the circumstances so yea dont let it get to you and just wait it our maybe shes on her period or somethingyeah that's my only chance to cope actually but the things weren't very great lately and it's been like that for at least 6 months and it's all started like way back more than a year ago it's actually so fucking grim to even think about it i don't know how i was able to cope all that time maybe because i had some confidence in that the things won't be very fucking fucked up but the things are very fucking fucked up so it's literally my last hope that she will reconsider her choices and she will get more merciful towards me as the time goes on but then again it's me who was the fucking retard so i can't say that my suffering is unjustified it's just too much for me and i just want to stop that hellish ride and i just want to at least talk to her like we did before it's literally the only thing i want and i'll be the happiest man on the planet and all my worries and problems will be gone in a moment but yeah it's not very likely to happen anytime soon unfortunately
>dont worry friend its only going to get worse from herethis is so unbelievably fucking true like literally i was living with that idea for more than a year that i just need to reconcile with her i just need to talk with her about that i just need to stop being such a fucking retard i just need to get a grip to put my shit in order and everything will be okay and everything will be just like back in the day when everyone was happy but those retarded things just keep happening over and over again and they keep getting worse and they keep getting more depressing and it's always more difficult and complex to speak with her after that and the issues just keep piling up and it's literally so fucking bad and depressing and i want to fucking blow my brains out but i can't i must keep suffering for what i have done
