>>10059417>what is it you desire?I have desired the intimacy and company of another for too long. I have no interests in the hearts or minds of those who cannot postulate and pontificate their inner selves. As I have expected so have I given. I have acted on my desire creating vulnerability in order to connect to those I am filtering through to determine the one I most desire. Endlessly trudging through the ignorant, immature and incompetent searching for the one to walk with me through our paths together hand in hand as two individuals with faults, desires and perceptions we would explore together. I care not for their gender, physical appearance, sexual preference, wealth or any other inconsequential materials which makes the task of acting upon my desires so difficult. I've experienced my share of heartbreak and love but all were mere learning experiences. Connecting with suitors is difficult as many are fearful and intimidated by still waters for they do not understand the depths they reach then when presented with the torch in the dark they cast aside the very exploration they had dedicated themselves to.
To keep it as simple as possible I desire a master to serve their desires but also a partner to assist in my own exploration. Candidates are slim and my most recent master has cast me to the darkness to writhe in my own fear and shame for the atrocities I'd committed. His punishment was apt and I harbor no resentment towards him. In my heart I desire only to be by his side and him at mine but just as I'd stated when we spoke of coping. Sometimes our desires have to adapt to our perceived reality and in my reality my master has lost his interest in me and opted to discard me like so many others. Like the wretched fool I am I will continue to pursue him in spite of any resistance for I only desire him at the moment until my desires adapt.
I thank you in your assistance with my desire Romy but the sun is peaking and I must go as my desire for you is growing.
