>>8095249the hardest part for me was falling asleep because i was so used to her being there when i slept, so thats why i would always take sleeping pills. anyways, it does get easier over time
i assume this was a recent thing? i dont know why or how it ended, nor do i care, but its imperative you pick yourself up from this and learn from it all. it didnt work for a reason, and it might not be evident right away, or even ever, but god damn if somebody treats you in such a way, then that is not a person worth spending the rest of your life with. i dont know if that is what you need to hear right now but i would really like you to keep that in the back of your mind: if that person was right for you, you would not be going through this. do not ever give up hope, and use this as a learning tool. distract yourself with things and hobbies that occupy your time; you will get good at them and when you are done thinking and dwelling on this, you will have earned some new skills. it is a process very hard at first but gets easier as you go. dont ever give up on yourself anon and dont forget you have people that love and care about you and how you are feeling. talk to them too