>>2113118Sort of, but it's not like being a NEET make me feel much better about myself. If I get to do something, I get very down if I make mistakes being a perfectionist wannabe myself. Which is, you know, more hard to do when you don't have any experience with that work, so you can imagine how that goes. And then comes life at home, sure I can avoid feeling down of myself, but then the feeling of disappointment sinks in for obvious reasons, I think my parents spoiled me, but I'm ultimately the one to blame.
The time spent at home may be refreshing, but when I think about it, I don't actually enjoy it myself, it's just more of an addiction to get away from all the shit in my life.
