>>11652184I mean
Someone with schizo this severe would have needed childhood trauma
Keep up the good work Arcón and don't take meds, being insane is the only thing you're good at
Speaking about the word insane, I miss the time a few years ago when I was the most psychotic before I knew I had a clinical mental illness, I knew I was insane but didn't ever consider it to be symptoms of a disorder, it was strange and exciting living like you do, thinking that absurd or paranormal things happened to me and blamed things god and demons and thought I could feel demon presence around me, and thinking that I was some kind of biblical figure sent from god and different from everyone else and was enlightened in ways that no one else knew.
It was miserable but fun to be able to have delusions and obsessions I felt so strongly about and would kill someone or myself over
But ever since last year when I learned all my symptoms and delusions were fake I lost all will, interest, or motivation to think or do anything and I want it back
Be glad you can still delusion yourself that everything I said here is a lie
