>>3758725Huh interesting that this was the reaction you had for it. If someone hurts me I just fill up with rage and that slowly turns into sadness. As for my parents I just respect them and I think it would be unfair to just abandon them when they helped my survive all this time despite their questionable demands and teaching methods. What makes me pursue love is a mix between the need to receive attention, curiosity and a need to prove to myself that I can feel it. The best of luck for us I guess.