>>11072806I mean I don't know what you want us to tell you.
If you feel you're too mentally ill to have kids then that's just a sad story, it would be irresponsible to try and portray that as empowering when dwindling non-white populations on the horizon are the literal impending doom of this world.
My ex gf actually sounded almost exactly like you and used most of the same rationale. I ended up having to break up with her because she finally convinced me that not only was she 100% positive she didn't want kids, but if I somehow got her to do it she wouldn't be a good mother. At least she was honest with me about it.
I'm willing to believe women like you now that say they really don't want kids but that just makes you defective in really the most important area. Thousands of generations before you just, gone, snuffed out. So that's a sad thing but don't come here looking for sympathy because the last thing we want to do is say that this behavior is okay.
