>>20424237Since you've already placed your Apu in church, I need not speak further of spirituality.
Think positive.
Cast negativity to the side.
Once you do that, tackle eating right or some other problem that bothers you that you feel must be rectified before moving to eating right.
Your life might be so fucked that you need to think about a bunch of other shit before you can even start to think about having a healthy diet.
Reduce communication with those from your life who refuse to enjoy your new found positivity.
It's easy to spot negativity when you're not drowning in it.
Forging new paths is always difficult.
But you're used to living a difficult life.
This is a different kind of difficulty you don't know and don't enjoy, but you can.
When you finally conquer it, you'll be in a much happier place, despite what will linger of your imperfections.
You can live in the ocean or fly over it.
