>>14426865that sounds lovely, im envious, i dont know if youre familiar with schizoid personality, if you can be bothered to look it up, not to be confused with schizophrenia, but yeah look that up and its my dear mother in a nutshell, when i found a little baby bird in the woods when i was like 5 she put it in a plastic bag and beat it to death in front of me with a shovel