>>10458465At least you got to fuck her OP. Imagine doing this with a girl, taking her out on dates, meeting her family, etc. who then friendzones you and goes from guy to guy, including a non white, for the next 12 years. I simply wait for this reality to end. I focus all my energy on being productive or avoiding the thoughts of her, but i know i will hate myself evermore if I end up having a family and still can't get that evil bitch out of my head