>>10764204I drank most of a bottle of gin last night. Drunk messaged random nips I know on steam. Looked at land for sale, looked at my remaining student loan balance, considered eating a bullet. Listened to Stan Rogers songs and looked at pics from my sailing days. Called out of work sick at 3am and went to bed.
Woke up at 10, forced myself to hydrate, slept again until 2, tried to fix my car and failed. Still no AC and it's over 100 out. Drank the rest of the gin and some tequila. Made my student loan payment.
My liver doesn't feel right and I'm emotionally a bit of a wreck, my last grandparent died on Friday and work is pure ass. I'm half expecting to get laid off in a few months, but that'd almost be better because I can move back north and at least be home. Work the farm with dad. Down here I can't even go camping, it's just too hot.
