>>10004891I paid for sex the other night from some cute escort because I didn't fuck a girl since my Ex for the past 6 years and haven't cuddled anyone since. I hate this feeling because I just want to feel good and be happy like every other person that's happy and has someone. Especially with being on a farm in the middle of fucking nowhere when you can't even meet new people it's like life is a living nightmare. I just wanted to be happy for a moment in my life. I hope any anon reading this that their life is awesome. Because mine isn't and I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy.