>>8860225What about getting professional help? and what did you tell your friends when you asked them for help? Did you say that you were thinking of suicide or just that you were feeling sad?
It sounds like they care about you because they asked why you were looking bad, but they don't know the extent of your depression.
Your friends know you best so you should try to get their help but if you can't then you should seek out a professional psychologist. You really can't figure out things like this on your own because people have a very narrow view of themselves. You need an outside opinion.
