>>13282319The world as we are seeing it today is the result of principalities fighting for control.
>For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Ephesians 6:12I would suggest reading the New Testament to understand the story of our Lord Jesus Christ and the implications to follow him.
You need to repent of your sins and get baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins and then you must live a holy life examining yourself daily and striving to serve the Lord and do everything for the glory of God.
If you can find a true church to join in your country that would good if not you could probably start one if the Lord calls you to do so. The true church of God is the one that resembles the ones formed shortly after Jesus Christ's ascent to Heaven.
God bless you. God loves you and cares about you. He will never let you alone.