>>9141865I hear ya.
Lots of “what” questions, well, dig only if you need to know but preferably- don’t. They’re all distractions/red herrings towards where the answers lay. There’s a reason for everything, though, even all the shitty stuff. That is the nature of a chaotic system. A system as in fundamental principles of nature, not analogous to a man made system such as society. This is beyond that. Anyway it is time to rest for me, you can usually find me posting on this board but nowhere else. HMU if you want to chat again, its good.