>>18069181the feeling is way too amazing to ever safely try, it takes 4-5 years sober from it to stop thinking about it.
Only lasts 30 seconds to a few minutes then the comedown is like a rock and you are desperate for more since you just felt as though you fell in love with the woman of your dreams, but in every cell of your body.
Extremely dangerous drug for that reason, it's too good, and you need $1000's a day to keep it going.
But honestly, after crack even regular cocaine felt meh.
Haven't done it in over a decade. Haven't drank alcohol in 6 years, another awful drug if you drink to drunkeness and use it like it was medicine to deal with life on a daily basis.