>>12914389That isn't what I want. Settling for anything else would just be a compromise which is probably doomed to fail because I will be unhappy and that will make everyone else unhappy in turn. Didn't you say you would rather be alone than settle for anything less? Well, I feel the same. I'm not about to make someone's life worse just because that's what I'm supposed to do
>I was talking about coffeeYou said they don't drink tea with caffeine because it would age them faster.... Whatever, aging doesn't matter to me at this point. I might as well do what I want
Why would I want to see that future even if I was perfectly normal? Thanks but no thanks. You keep saying my brother is there for me for some reason.... I have talked to him literally once since he got back and the idea was only mentioned once too. That's it. He has his own life and doesn't think about me at all. I didn't know what I want before, but the fact I can't have kids makes me cry and that's not going to go away. Look... just stop telling me what to do. Guns are easy to come by here. I won't need dignity where I'm going and I bet if I sell myself on grindr or whatever I'll have enough for one in a week or two. I could be gone by then and all my problems over. Sounds nice to me
>there is a demon which is supposed to represent greed, and certain people worshipped him in the pastThey always said Cover was a black company, but I didn't believe them.... You know despite all this I still kind of hope they succeed. Aqua's stll with them and she needs this, but if she leaves too, I would probably stop caring. There wouldn't be much to save at that point
No, I would agree with that comparison. It isn't fair for me to be like this in light of their suffering. Everything says I shouldn't be like this, so I might as well make room for other people
