>>6573757I know the leaf told me not to blog
but
ᶦᵐᵐᵃ ᵇᶫᵒᵍ
It wasn't "haha le social anxiety"
it was deep, soul crushing anxiety and psychosis
didnt matter if i was by myself or with others, i was living in the third person
dissociated from myself when i was alone
completely shut down with others, even family
ᶦ'ᵐ ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ ᵗʰᵃᶰ ᵉᵛᵉʳ ᶰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰ, ᵗʰᵃᶰᵏˢ ᶠᵒʳ ""ˢʰᵒʷᶦᶰᵍ ᶜᵒᶰᶜᵉʳᶰ"" ᵒʳ ʷʰᵃᵗᵉᵛᵉʳ ᶦᵗ ᶦˢ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵉʳᵉ ᵗʳʸᶦᶰᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵈᵒ
