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I'm turning 34 and only have 25k in my roth ira, 20k cash, and only make 2816 after. I can't believe how much money some people have. from the time i get up, to the time i go to sleep i feel humiliated to even be alive. i just feel intense self loathing. i literally am a slave. if i wanted to get ahead, id basically have to work 60-120 hours a week. i don't even know what i should do. im like a rat who has to scurry around. most people live like this. meanwhile there's faggots who get passive income in the hundreds of thousands who do no have to work whatsoever and can travel the world and fuck hookers from wherever. im literally to embarrassed to interact with anyone because as soon as they sniff out how poor i am they'll want nothing to do with me
ive fucked plenty of hookers but so what? this existence is absolutely fucking humiliating. im half dead. i philosophically ask myself if its even worth continuing such a pathetic, weasel existence. i have nothing to offer any woman. im a fucking peasant. im nothing and im half dead.
this is a nightmare. i don't want to live this life anymore but its not bad enough to kill myself.
