>>3454570I think I spent a lot of time by myself. It's been six years that I've been trying to graduate but it never seems to end, all due to the fact that I decided to change university and course twice.
There's so much bureaucracy that it just keeps me trapped inside my little mud hut, unable to get a job as I don't have a diploma.
Meanwhile, I just go from uni to home every single day, have artificial friends, never even kissed a girl in my entire life, my mom is in the verge to die, my father had to borrow money from me.
Every time I go to that damn university I just want to jump into the tracks and end it all but then I remember how lazy that would be and I try to move forward. The feelings that I feel the most are just rage and sadness. I can't relate to people emotionally due to my lack of experience.
Y'know a lot of things.
