>>8067498>I can I have spent too much time there it's a part of me now and foreverIt's a made-up barrier and you know it very well and surely nothing is going to stay forever if this is going to continue.
>I can't do that my body doesn't know how to process good feelings any moreTherapy time~!
>I'm afraid I don't know anyone like thatNot even close friends?
>oh I don't care about it I welcome my sadness I despise all things in the light hate and sadness is apart of my beingSadness is not what's killing you - that's just the outcome of a cause which is actually killing you.
By not caring about what bounds you to these everlasting problems, it will most likely help to weaken them and make yourself more open - because why would you care for any of that, right?
>I don't deserve anythingYou're a human being, Cowboy. That's quite a privilege you can use.
>simply wanting something won't make it happen Then get on with it already.
>the world has been drained I am so disenchanted with everythingIt is not something that is true nor you can prove it. That's your perspective on things that you so dearly hold out of what? Tradition and habit?
>>8067532Why's that? Can you name it?
>>8067516>boot camp won't be forgiving! so I cant be forgiving to myself either!!Yeah, but above that, make sure to use some of those last moments of peace as well.
>>8067539About that post..
https://archive.nyafuu.org/bant/search/text/Reisen%20socks/If you corrupted Ade's brain with that idea, there will be consequences.
