>>17819338all it took was promising myself that I'd happily be shit for as long as it took to eventually git gud
being suicidal also helps as one has nothing to lose in bucking the yoke and trying something new if you're earnestly there
i started from fucking zero and now sit hugely proud of my own body of work and even if I'm not the best and most proficient (yet ;3) it is hilariously novel and fun and has utterly redeemed my life out of being just another coppertop loosh battery shit out by his nigger parents unthinkingly to languish around in life senselessly
if you truly want something, you can and sure enough will at least eventually have it.
simply how the universe works. do what thou will is a prime portion of the law.
