>>>15520094 >>I haven't been making these as often anyway >hm why not? >and I'm doing pretty good >nice to hear, any plans for today? >>And no, I still haven't watched through it, laziness >i know that feel, well hopefully you finish it before classes start again lol if you want to i mean >How've you been? >idk kinda good kinda bad, i talked with 1 of my only 2 friends last week and they told me theyre busier now and it made me kidna sad and it felt like they wont have any more time to talk to me anymore even though tehy didnt say that, and im happy for them because the reason theyre busier is a good thing but also i dont know if i want to tell them because it could make them feel guilty or force them to try to spend more time with me or take away focus from the reason theyre busier now but i also feel like i should tell them so they know and also ive known them for more than 10 years and we have a good friendship aand i know they care about me but also things have been kinda good too because after i talked with them i got some power from somewhere for some reason to do good stuff that i was procrastinating or avoiding like i messaged a friend i stopped talking to a few years ago and asked them if they wanted to play and they said yes and it was a lot of fun and just like the old days and also i really started exercising a lot again too
