>>11183419>only as much as I needed and not an inch more, nothing personal, I'm just sick at living in a clown worldI don't blame you, but I guess I still got the motivation to work more than I should.
I grew up under a lot of stress as well but I kept all that inside, just sort of counted my days and waited for the time I could get out of there and start living for myself. Things have been better since then and I don't abuse any substances because I just don't think about them.
Your situation sounds shitty though, if you really want to vanish from your family and connections in Croatia, I'd recommend using that brain of yours to try throw them off your trail, make them think you went to America or Russia or Germany or something. Who knows.
Whatever you do, getting the fuck out of there is a good idea, luckily Britain has plenty of opportunities if you look hard enough. We're on this space rock for a while so might as well fuck around, move about and enjoy your time.
