>>17543809you cant even fix your own life and you wonder how you are gonna handle the military administration that will just look at you as a literal tool, once you are in you are just another name among thousands with a few numbers attached to it.
if you want to get a high posistion you need to be machiavellian. however you arent decisive enough and neither do you have the guts to actually do the important choices that matter in time. you also would rather stay idle than do the best move as soon as possible. you are the oppisite of what a high posistion military leader should be.