>>8686005OP phoneposting here I dont really use r9k. It just occurred to me that my situation was deteriorating faster than I thought it was despite my efforts and its hard to recover motivation to pull it together. Im retarded and will likely acclimate to this new low rather than use it as fuel to work harder. I do have a bachelors in accounting, but right now all my assets feel like liabilities if you know what i mean
