>>11141614Are you familiar with the classical rhetorical fallacy called a false dichotomy?
I never think about killing myself, ever, and also I'm not ok with any of it. If this is how the Lord wants to teach me who I should hate and then destroy, then I am grateful for this wisdom which might never have come to me on any other path. If you think the pestering you put against me might encourage me to do that then you have the wrong idea about me.