>>9595086I can't even move out of my bad anon, it's so bad, I have 3 kilometers from the closest bus stop, I cycle to uni then I sit in the corner of the bus silenty
when I go home as soon as I'm off the bike I'm taking me clothes off and running into the tub where I cry, cry some more, cry even more but in cold water, jerk off, then cry even more because I just hurt myself, then stop crying as some of the pain leaves
I refuse to go to the medical proffesional of any sorts, as a scholar of pharmacy I am the only doctor I need