>>17246563>it's not like I have to buy it, but there is an urgencyFear of missing out. Gacha games make billions of dollars off that very feeling.
Just miss out. You could get some nice food or alcohol with the money instead. A more comfortable chair maybe? Something.
>it's not like I'm losing out on anythingTime you could spend doing nothing and looking at a screen instead?
I guess so. Nothing to worry about either way. Good life. I'm jealous.
The novelty will wear off and it'll get too mundane to bother with eventually, so you'll probably go back to the exact same as before. I doubt it's going to be some spiritual awakening, lol, but at least it'll be experience had. That's a benefit, I suppose.
>>17246587Yep.
Everything you do to try to fix it perpetuates it. I don't really feel like putting the energy into anything anymore. Just have to wait until you get sleepy.