>>6603013I was just thinking about this. I miss holding my mom's hand and walking around with her as she sings me a song. I miss collecting bugs at recess. I miss playing with water guns on a sunny day. I miss playing in the rain and the puddles with my friends during a thunderstorm, and having movie nights with them. Hell I even miss school and I wish I studied harder. I'll never do those things again, see those people again, live in that town again.
Now I have no school, no job, no friends. The only thing stopping me from killing myself is the sadness it would bring my mother. If things in my life aren't better by the time she passes away I'll kill myself for sure
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ky-ebwqSaY.
