>>914336Thank you schlomo. How can I form this long term vision?
I kind of just do things like going to the gym or learning something just because it's the best thing to do at the moment, but I don't really plan so far down the line.
I think you're definitely right in that I first need to adopt a concrete philosophy and worldview from which everything will stem. Once I have an important reason to do everything I do then being lazy or not putting my utmost effort into these things would just be inexcusable to myself.