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>part 4/6 latter part of 2018
It all culminated in March of that year, when after a long awaited and hyped up hangout G himself, whom I trusted the most and cared about the most, would pull a prank on me that ended up humiliating me in front of a whole restaurant. People were looking, some were laughing and I felt so angry and embarassed that I walked out on the spot. I was so angry and I felt so distanced that I ended up ghosting everyone. I really trusted G, especially given how we'd share the most personal shit with eachother, and how he agreed this type of humor in our group had to stop. All the time I was the mender of relationships in our group. I had stopped engaging in humor that had one of us as the target and even when it did happen I knew how to lighten up the mood or how to shift the focus away from a person in the group. Except this time nobody cared to apologize to me, or even attempt to talk to me to see how I'm doing. Being upset, I started to rethink every interaction I had with them in the past year and came to the conclusion that nobody paid me the same respect I paid everyone else, so I continued ghosting them (not that anyone tried to reach out).