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okay the sodomy part is a bit gruesome, I just want a relationship that doesn't expect going traveling to different parts of the world, doesn't have to be so close and personal all the time
like I like to forget some people exist in my life from time to time in order to help my relations with them, loosens the effect the stockholm might have
not talk not see not care that a person isn't there every day for a week- or two
that's why I have such bad attitude to my relatives as I barely ever get a peace of mind from them
tbdesu I'm modt appauled by kissing all the time as I see all the couples doing it and it just doesn't sit with me right, kissing is a very chaotic motion that requires coordination and precision in carrying out, everything from body language to body contortions have to be calculated and for a nigga like me it's all manual no autopilot, I have no former experience or knowledge with that shit and I'm not really keen on getting it any time soon, I'd be the kind of guy that tries out a million poses before even thinking about kissing his wife as those sorts of movements are more innate to a man, once your hips start moving on your own you can relax and zone out
I am much more fond of hugging, but I've been uncomfortably hugged by drunk people like the cared for me a lot only to never hear from them after and that shit nags over my head sometimes
oh well, unlike you I didn't experience either of your two traumas in early life, I always got rejected before my emotions coulx develop into something serious so I found it easy to let go- I found it too easy, so easy I don't even care if a girl would say yes now I'm the one saying no, bitch lasagna in my cock
