>>2461013Thanks, gypsy-senpai. After everything I've seen in life, both natural and supernatural, I've come to believe that some people are just closer to negativity/death.
If I learned anything from the time I accidentally took 26 tabs of acid, it's that in a universe that is both random and deterministic, things don't just move towards an ever-increasing entropic state of chaos. There is always a reaction of equal and opposite measure. I have to find that metaphorical balance where I don't have to give up being the person I feel like being but I don't collapse under the weight of my own apathy.