>>21260954>country is falling apartThere is much ruin in a nation.
>youth is goneThat's mostly your choice and mindset unless you are terminally ill or so physically infirm you're handicapped.
>do have a house with is nice but no one to share it withThen just have an escort come over once in a while.
>job i hateBetter than no job.
>no wife>no gf>no kids>no friendsNo one is supposed to give you these things. You're supposed to go out and get them for yourself.
>almost 40Perfect age to have a midlife crisis and turn your shit around.
