>>15261298I don't know man. I got divorced a few years ago, entering my 30s now. She was even based and redpilled. We thought it would be forever, but we just drove each other so crazy and hurt each other over and over again, to the point that it finally fell apart when I travelled for work.
I want children, I want a wife, I want a family. And I think I do have the potential to be a good father and husband. But the divorce has shaken my confidence and sort of blackpilled me (even though it was a clean break with no financial rape or custody stuff). I'm coming to terms with the idea that I might just die alone unless god sees fit to put another good woman in my life. It's very lonely nowadays, I miss sleeping next to her.