I'd like to thank everyone for the serious answers. I just got the courage and talked to my doctor and my therapist via telephone. Now, I'm going to the capital's psychiatric hospital to tell my story and see if they plan an different treatment or we would stick to the ECT.
Special thanks for the britbro. With your post, I got able to see that I have a good support from my therapist.
>>13132139You're right. My intention is to have a good life and fix my stuff. Kms is a thung that I would do if everything else fails.
Probably I'll be afk from the internet for some weeks for the treatment, but I hope everything will be for the better.
Ty.