>>16327762It's either that he was too nervous to do so, or that he was simply okay with it. I think it's the latter, considering what I'm about to get into later on. He really likes to just let things like this happen.
Oh, and on top of that, he's supposed to be a Christian of some sort. So, there's no way that this isn't going completely against his values, right? Having other men be completely focused on you having sex for the first time, is likely sinful. I would imagine. If it's not, then that's weird on it's own. His actions definitely don't reflect the things he likes to boast so much about believing in, that's for sure.
This little event happened way before he dropped Christianity and started following some weird obscure Indian teachings, but the values in both are actually kind of similar and what he did was most definitely unacceptable in either case.
Speaking of it, that stuff he started to follow is indeed some pretty weird shit. They spend several hours every single day repeating the same chanting over and over again, apparently. How do you even live when that's how most of your day goes? Or, do they just keep repeating it as they're going by their day? Either way, that is messed up. They also believe that when you cook food, your consciousness gets sort of transferred into that food. So, if you chop up some tomatoes or something, then congratulations, those tomatoes are now "you". They also believe in vegetarianism because animals are created with a soul by their god, and therefore killing them would be immoral. As if that makes any sense when you're watching pitbulls chow down babies and the majority of animals tearing each other apart. I could go on, but yeah, the gist of it is that these people are insane. And since he got pretty deep into these teachings, that also makes him insane. And yet again, it makes him look even worse with the thing that I'm about to talk about.
Charlim.
