>>533396>I'm pushing 30 in a small town and its just work, sleep, repeat until deathWhat's stopping you from leaving the town and detaching yourself from the neet lifestyle?
Why would you choose death over change? You've given up before you even tried. You have nothing to lose if your only other option is death atm.
If you're really incapable of changing, then you should consider alternative methods like godly doses of psychedelics in a setting that enforces the lifestyle you want. Mushrooms are the best for this because they touch your emotion and heart more than acid.
Get spiritual. Stop masturbating, set time limits for your computer use and give yourself an hour or two for self-reflection daily. Get rid of disgusting habits like coffee and cigs. If you're drinking liquid jew, stop it. That shit is incredibly depressing. My quality of life improved as soon as I stopped drinking coke.
Start getting some exercise and do some yoga or something. Learn to appreciate the state of being alive.
