>>17577769i would if i could even trust the source to be the fucking source
no, i can't trust anything
i wish i could be somewhere safe with my loved ones but at this point i am prepared to spend eternity alone in a blank world. like the place squidward goes to in the time machine episode from spongebob where it's literally nothing. that or complete nonexistence is better than being here or even risking being shoved back into this hell.
and i REMEMBER something before this life. but for all i know i was being shuffled back to earth from the saturn-moon matrix. i only remember floating through space, knowing i was in space somehow (which is not like space as the media presents it, that's fake) and then coming into my body and being born.
WORST fucking thing to ever happen to me that i can remember.
