>>12238980>Life has no meaning for OP>I just want a white familyWell I guess you answered your question yourself. You just have to be patient finding a wife worth keeping. It isn't going to happen in a year, especially this year. So just work on yourself, lifting is pretty good, you're already advancing your career that can support a family which is good. You sound like you're on track to me desu.
Just promise me you wont let your kids on the internet unsupervised, raise them with good values, and avoid zog schools. You got this OP.