>>20757214>>20757221the universe sent me a message today that made me realize some things.
it was very disrespectful of me to imply i was somehow responsible or hold the key to the positive changes in betty's personality in the pior few months with the painting and excercising and overall happiness.
shes lived her entire life with her own strength and has overcame through her own personal development and willpower. no other person is responsible for this but her, and its weird to even try to take credit for something like that away from someone else.
this has revealed something very dark about myself to me. its also very sad i needed divine intervention to even realize this.
she is likely been through more than me and come out stronger and more successful and stable than i am. she is more familiar with these dark places and how to conquer them on her own.
its my own ego and delusions and a defensive emotional reaction that would imply anything otherwise.
for this i am ashamed.
- sincerely,
treefingers
