>>2133829this desu
though i guess my "dark place" is sometimes i get upset, and instead of doing positive things, i lurk old 4chan archives of times people yelled at me, and think back to times irl where people treated me in unfair ways, and use it to channel rampant shitposting where i basically just regurgitate the abuse ive felt onto other people online (usually just on 4chan since its the easiest medium and has basically no consequences)