>>9856394The only thing that should mean anything to you is your own happiness. Alexander the Great wanted to conquer the world, yet praised a lunatic living in a barrel. They both understood the point of it all, and simply wanted to experience exsistence rather than try to accomplish it. Learn to enjoy the insanity, and rebel against God. The ultimate truth is that you are truly free. Nothing but survival and boredom compel you to do anything.